Thankful

I'm thankful for this blog.

Sometimes I feel anxious by it and constantly feel like I need to be defining what it is, what it does, who it impacts.

But today, I'm thankful.

I was just reading all the updates I've done for Jacob's different months. I'm thankful to have that. I'm glad to be able to look back at them when my memory fades (which I never thought it would!)

I'm also glad to have this space to write. I'm glad that I'm aware that I am not an eloquent writer. I'd like to be but I'm not. I'm just at this moment glad for this blog in all it's imperfections and non-professionalness (yes it's a word I made up.)

I'd like to remember this thankfulness I feel right now when I get insecure or don't feel like blogging or put too much pressure on this. Hense, why I'm posting these thoughts.

I like this feeling.

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