So Many Drafts... so little to say

I have a bunch of thoughts mulling in my head. I'd like to get them down on paper (or in blogosphere) but I feel like I have nothing to say.

I think I've lost a little bit of zest the past few days.

I think I'm a little bit... air headed lately? Not flighty necessarily but just not as thoughtful. I usually think about a lot of things especially while driving. Yesterday I found myself not really thinking about anything and driving home when I was supposed to be leaving an appointment and heading to another one in the opposite direction of our house.

I'm a bit spacey.

I think that has affected my lack of need to write.

Here are some thing that might be coming soon:

• My ponderings about Jacob changing. He's been really different the last few days and I'm not sure why
• A "dear people that have influenced me" series. I'd like to write notes to people from my past and perhaps one day mail a letter with what I've written to them. I will not write their names on my blog posts.
• an update on some plans that I have made in previous posts (Jacob weaning plan, Maternity to do plan, Hospitality plan, New Years resolutions...etc)
• Ukraine updates and ideas for the 10 hour plane ride with Jacob... oh and another few hours on a connector flight.... ugh

For now... I'm just being spacey... I probably need it.